ok so im goin to start a journal on my wonderful life. haha not! its not that great but maybe just maybe someone will get a kick out of it..
this weekends trip that i took with my fiance and brother turned to heck when it snowed.
i ended up passin out in the floor and them havin to call ems cause i was unresponsive. hmmm maybe if all that fightin hadnt gone on i could have avoided gettin over excited.
Zack pissed me off today. i just dont care anymore....ok well maybe i do... but very little. I feel like im losing my brother. he found a new girlfriend. looks trashy acts like a chick off jerry springer. its funny how before she came along we were so close. he would call and check on me help me ride my horse but its all just freakin gone. it hurts it really dose. and leaving ryan today just killed me i cant wait till we get our own place. were actually talkin about songs were playin at the wedding. im so excited. well thats all i have for now.
